Just got back from transfer and things haven't gone that well. There is good news as we transferred 2 embryos, one grade 1 and the other grade 2. I'm grateful for this.


However we only have one to freeze a grade 2. They ICSIed 15 (more than any other time) and they were looking good. Then they went belly up. They even thought I would have 4 or 5 more to freeze, but they didn't make it.


On other down reg. cycles I've had the same results. I seem to have more to freeze on flare cycles. I actually asked my DR if I my eggs were too old and crap, I feel a bit bogan using the word crap, I should have said poor quality or something. He said no that sometimes these things happen and they can't explain it. He thinks I should keep trying if this doesn't work out.


I think my Dr is fantastic. He is so reassuring and told me to call him as soon as I know the result. We also discussed the state of IVF funding in Australia. He thinks that there won't be limits put on it or a cut in the government paying half. We talked about how the new premises are fantastic. He asked if I noticed the logo on the doors. It just says Melbourne and has a little circle. He said it was for our privacy as people don't understand IVF and judge it without knowing any thing about it. Then on the way out he was walking back to the hospital from the clinic and he showed me where they are constructing a walk way from the hospital to the new clinic so we won't have to go in from the street.

Ironically this is the first day that I haven't felt nauseous since going on BCP in October, now I feel that sick to my stomach dread feeling.

Being the tragic that I am I have just scoffed half a pineapple and have the other half for tomorrow. Even if it doesn't help implantation at least it was delicious.

I'm off for my acupuncture and herbs now.

Perhaps I should roll around naked in baby dust when I get home.