Painters are in

Quick update. I got my period yesterday, it was no surprise as I had all the signs. After working for my parents we went to my cousin's engagement party. J drove so I got pissed on a glass of champange and two reds.

It's been a massively stressful week at work. I want to resign, but I'm still paying off medical bills and now will have another bill for this month's thaw cycle. Also we are down to 3 embryos and the spectre of going through stims and the associated cost is now in the back of my mind.

Didn't even cry this time, just feel angry,cynical, pissed off and sad. At least I'm on holidays now.

Thanks for all the support in the comments it keeps me going through all this. I think I'll go and stare at the positive HTP's I kept from my third transfer. Try to tell myself it is possible again.